The day before yesterday, I was at my lowest point of my Journey. Generally I don’t reveal or share with anyone. But at certain extent, I can carry anything and I always do it but at that moment Very Badly I wanted to talk to you. I texted you, called you. You didn’t reply. Again I called you, you replied that I will call you in 10 minutes. It gave me some sense of relief but I didn’t know that it was only for 10 minutes. Very madly I was just hoping that you would call me but you have broken every single drop of my trust. We know each other since childhood and understand silence better than words. But I’m writing these things bcoz you taught me a lesson that you can handle yourself better when no-one arounds you. You are like a true diamond 💎 in my life but if dark phase comes to my journey and you wouldn’t shine at that instant to guide me, to help me out , to support me then why should I share my feelings to you after that trauma. Why should I answerable to you when you needed me the most. Why should I answerable to you and your love when you both always needed me to act as a bridge to fix things which I am doing since many years. I’m not an authority to always understand you all and your fucking shits each and every time. Why should I always compromised my unfulfilled care, concern and internal pain? Do you think I’m heartless! or I didn’t reply like today I’m doing. Listen, you have seen my both side , my angerness and my care. so only you know deeply about it. And thank you for not being there for me bcoz now I know where you were!!….